heyhey.. so long neva blog le. haha. depressing days. hmm..

many things were (or rather are) going through my head now..sighs. mental turmoil. things that need time to solve yet time wouldnt be so kind to wait. it'll be bad to drag on. but yet it is the only way to reveal the truth. the only thing i can do now.

it has really took me alot of courage to make this decision. isolation. deprived. but endurance. hm. i jus want to know how you feel. wad i am. wad is future. you can say i think too much. but you're the reason i do so. i cant deny myself of my feelings. but sometimes i haf to face reality. i duno...

hopefully things wil be better soon? i cant really endure my present state. although i know you're there. but i cant help but feel lonely sometimes. hmm. i duno. some questions i really really wanna know. but i duno how to ask. argh. dilemma.

nvm. shall not talk anymore. spoil my mood. bleahx. haha. shall share some pick up lines fr wushu:)) and ways to tackle them.. haha

do you believe in love at first sight? or should i walk past you again?
yea..and this time, dont stop.

give it back!
give wad back?
my breath..

did it hurt?
wad??
when you fell from heaven..

havent i met you somewhere before?
ya..that's why i don go there anymore..

so baby, your house or mine?
both. you go to yours and i'll go to mine.

i want to give myself to you!!
i dont accept cheeap gifts (*ouch!)

love is cruel.. haha.